Sometimes also a case of letting go

More personal this time .... after a long struggle, Sanet's cancer also go the best of me, and I realized that this relationship is going no where. Our inability to communicate and to move forward effected our lives and our relationship. After the amputation I suggested that we both undergo some treatment sessions, I started making arrangements, but left some of the final arrangements to her in order to let her make a decision upon when she is ready. It never happened.

The passed few weeks was hell for me, I'm enrolled in the B-tech, I'm selling my business and had to end a relationship of 4 years, through it all the sessions in our Phycology class actually helped me to realize that I too need to move on and that sometimes it is really a case of letting go. This time round I needed to make the decision more rapidly, every thing was effecting my studies and future decisions.

A friend suggested that I should set up a house in the woods close by and just brake away now and then for a day or even just a few hours. I must say I've done just that and it's done wonders for me.

Relating to the course, I must say that I;am stressed about the fact that one of our Icon's left the University, what even stressed me out more was the fact that the new guy lied to me. Everyone was phoned with their assignments and according to him upon telephonic conversation they didn't have my telephone numbers, funny that my number was available to the previous lecturer and didn't change for the passed 20 years? Makes me wonder?

That left at that, I hope that someone will start giving us feedback upon how we are doing. I for one have uncertainty about the status of how we are doing and if what we are doing is correct. Maybe more clarity regarding our practicals and what and when we need to start with that will also help.

A bit of negativity, but to move forward we need to be able to direct, without a certain amount of direction we can't go much more.

I must say on the other hand, I enjoy the classes, sometimes a bit long but otherwise acceptable.